Moonless Night. (Your Birthday)

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Today was your birthday,
And I miss you on your birthday,
Not only for your smile,
But for the piece of me that's gone,
Left within your care.
I'm in an empty hallway
And have been for awhile,
Gazing inwardly towards home,
Neither here nor there.

How quickly we've turned distant!
The months pass by like years.
So soon seem so apart!

How imprecise the instant
Held hostage by my tears!
Though Time may seem insatiable,
I have you in my heart.

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p/s::projek Moonless ini bukanlah bertujuan menarik perhatian sesiapa..dan bukan untuk minta supaya "dia" pulang kepangkuan saya..tetapi ia adalah sekadar luahan..yang selama ini terpendam...Moonless adalah diri saya...jiwa saya...dengan cara ini..sedikit beban yang terpikul..kekecewaan yang saya tanggung...lepas perlahan-lahan..apa yang pasti...kebahagiaan "dia" lebih penting berbanding diri saya....Kerana saya mahu yang terbaik untuk dia...dia terlalu baik untuk saya..dan dia seharusnya mendapat yang lebih baik dari saya....dan kerana itu saya berlalu....biarpun jauh disudut hati...masih punya "rasa itu"

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0000_30122010

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Yunz

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Moonless Night. (Move on)

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nota contengan::"read if u want..free to leave kalau rasa tak selesa..TQHurting inside
Don't want no more tears
This was
One of my greatest fears

He made me cry
He didn't care
He said goodbye

No longer loved
No longer wanna feel
Body going numb
Hoping this isn't real

Love left me to die
Love left me in sorrow
Left me to cry
Don't want a tomorrow

I lost your love
You took mine
You took my heart
But without it ill do just fine

It kills me inside
To know that you're gone
But I know
That it's time to move on

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1124_29122010

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Moonless Night. ()What Hurt The Most)

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What hurt the most...
Was loving you so much,
But that not being enough.
What hurt the most...
Was watching you walk away,
And knowing my chance was ruined.
What hurt the most...
Was having you so close,
But not close enough.
What hurts the most...
Is knowing I can never have you, but
What hurts more than anything else...

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2010_28122010

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Is knowing that I had you.

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Moonless Night. (The Feeling I Get)

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This feeling I get,
The same old one,
Whenever I'm around you I just want to scream,
But when you leave I feel the same,
The same when you let me go,
The same day you ended us by text,
I just can't take this every time I see you,
I hate,
This feeling I get.

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2015_27122010

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Moonless Night. (Is Still The Same)

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I Hide My Tears When I Say Your Name
But The Pain In My Heart
Is Still The Same

Although I Smile
And Seem Carefree
There Is No One Who Misses
You More Then Me !!!

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2210_26122010

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Moonless Night. (Looking Through My Eyes)

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Like the nights before today,
The memories of you and me haunts me again like yesterday,
Tomorrow will bring more sorrow,
Of the love that I see no more,

The morning sun that rises brings no longer the ray of light,
Hiding itself behind the clouds,
The nights that felt so warm before,
Now cold and harsh,

I searched my soul to find myself,
And the journey never seemed to end,
For I lost it not in me,
But I lost it in you,

The mornings will never be the same,
The evenings only brings me more pain,
Only when I close my eyes,
Can the storms calm itself,

For it is when you are in my heart,
Where you whispers those words of love I long to hear,
Where you heal me with your touch
Where my dreams are reality.
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2215_25122010

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Moonless Night. (How Can?)

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I can close my eyes to things
I don't want to see...
But how can I close my heart to things
I don't want to feel...
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2310_24122010

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Moonless Night. (My World)

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Love. Is that what I crave?
If it is, then why can't I find it?
Hate. Does that mean anger?
If it does, then why do I feel hollow?
Pain. Does that mean suffering?
If it does, then why does it feel comforting?
Memories. Are they not images of the past?
If they are, why is there only shadows?
Smiles. Does that mean happiness?
If it does, then why does it hurt?
Life. What does it mean?
Should it mean any of these things?
If it doesn't, then why are they there?
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2000_23122010

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Moonless Night. (Hlovate)

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strong airflow between us, pretending that am ok..ya, i do
i gotta be strong, gotta be tough, iv gone through worst than this
love is NOT in the air, oh no, am not OK

should i let everything go away just like that..or should i become a saviour?
to be or not to be?

i am confused, i call this crazy kind of love
am not capable of controlling myself
overwhelmed
i am trapped
oh my insane love

SAVE ME
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2010_22122010

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Moonless Night. (The Light)

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What do you do when you see no reason to continue?
When you fear the pain of the eternal future?
What do you say? How can you stay?

Life is short and sweet: so they say.
How is it short – when it takes an eternity to end?
How is it sweet – when it is only pain?

In my soul the rain never ends…the sun never shines.
I pray every night to see the light, but it never comes.
And when the rain slackens and I think light has came,
Thunder claps and the rain pours again…and hope is gone.

I only wish I could see the happiness once more.
I only want the love in my heart to be released,
But how can this happen when I can’t set it free?
How can it happen when it refuses to leave?

Nobody knows my inner struggle to be normal,
And upon hearing of it they laugh and retort,
‘You aren’t normal and never will be’, they all say…
‘You are the one who is hated and despised.’

If there is happiness to be found, show me.
If there is hope to be seen, show me.
I want to see the light; I want to know why;
I want to see the light; I want to be free

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2315_21122010

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Moonless Night. (Looking Back)

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When you look back on times we had
I wonder if you smile?
I wonder if you knew that through the good or bad
I was on your side

When you remember our old days
I wonder if you still feel the same?
I'm sorry for the disappointing changes
I'm sorry for the pain

When you think back on all we've done
I wonder if you feel proud?
All those glorious days when we were together
Are the days I often think about

We claimed the brightest stars
We came so far and showed them what we can't forget
I'm sorry if we've hurt eachother
I'm sorry if you regret

And if somehow you find me
On your trip to memory lane
I'm sorry we're no longer the same
I'm sorry for the things that changed.
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2000_20122010

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Moonless Night.(Something i though u must know)

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cuma satu kau harus tahu,
that, no one can replace you.
itupun kalau kau kisah,
because until today
after everything is done,
kau terus membisu,
dari aku
who’s been waiting for you?
although you know
it's sia-sia.

belaka.

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2009_18122010

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Moonless Night. (Memory Lane)

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"

Call me chicken or coward
If u like im outta voice
Speechless for this,because of u
Have i ever told u

How kind u're in my eyes?
How your word keep me alive?
How your laughter smooths me?
How missing you kills me?
How you're answer to mt prayer?
That i need u badly?
That i love u deeply?
your->i meant forever and ever?

"I Just want to be there by your side comes hell or high water...and i just want to be with you for two times....Now and Forever"
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2209_17122010

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Moonless Night.(Alone)

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I am alone,
so very alone

I hurt,
so very bad

I am ignored,
just thrown aside

I am security,
for others to have

I am lonely,
there is no one close,
no one sees the pain

I cry,
hope is gone

I am alone,
and no one knows

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2313_16122010

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Moonless Night.(At Night)

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At night

At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true

At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left

At night I wish we could go to the way things were

At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended

At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I

At night I realize there's no more us

At night I dream of us together again

At night I wish for us to be together again

But in the morning I realize it was all

At Night

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2313_15122010

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Moonless Night. (Never Change)

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My feelings for you will never change,
and I've found this out for sure.

I've tried to get well from this lovesickness,
but there is just no cure.

Even when you treat me bad,
my feelings will always stand strong.

And even when it feels like you hate me,
and when we just cant get along.

My feelings for you dude,
will always remain.

Not seeing your face everyday,
turns my sunny sky into rain.

My feelings for you Is like the burning bush,
it never ever goes out.

And these feelings that I feel for you,
shows me what true love is all about
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2313_14122010

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Moonless Night. (Calm n quiet)

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As i sit alone the though of world pass me by
There is nothing but the beat of my heart and the sound
Of the clock ticking as time seems to fly
But all of these and thought in my head
Just fade away , quietly dead
I do not hear or feel anythings else
Only a quiet upon my soul
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2313_13122010

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Moonless Night.(Silent)

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one a silent night when i was alone..

i close my eyes and think of you..

a silent night,

a silent tear,

a silent wish that u were here

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2339_12122010

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Moonless Night. (Hold My Hand)

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I'm hurt all the time.
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me...
I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak.
No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I'm scared.
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don't want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.
Just hold my hand so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light....

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2255_11122010

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Moonless Night. (The Fake a Smile)

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Im so over wearing this fake smile,
cant remember the last time i was happy, but i know its been a while
everyone always assumes that im fine,
i guess its because i dont show my deppression at any time

I put on a fake smile,
When I left my house,
I put on a fake smile,
When I was with my friends,
I put on a fake smile,
When I was sad and hurt,
So my friends wouldn't worry,
I put on a fake smile,
When you said goodbye,
To try and hide my tears,
I put on a fake smile,
All the time because I can't find anybody,
That compares to you and how you made me feel when we were together,
So you see I put on a fake smile.

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2355_10122010

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