Bila dah tau perasaan sendiri?

Assalamualaikum..

nota contengan::"read if u want..free to leave kalau rasa tak selesa..TQ"

The emotions keep spinning out~

Hailoh..2 hari dah kot aku ni unstable emotion...nak cerita pada siapa??tak tau...kalau cerita pun takde orang yang dapat tolong ke dapat paham ke...feedback only "sabar ye" thats all...i know bukan tak puas hati ke demand ke ape...tapi bile kepala ni dah tak boleh nak pusing..bila hati tak mampu nak tahan lagi dah..dan tau benda tu dah lama dah pun dah jadi abu dah pun..tapi kesannya Ya Allah...dia je yang tau...3 tahun..patutnye aku dah boleh move on..tapi kenapa tiap kali langkah ni nak kedepan something pull me back..kadang aku benci perasaan macam ni...benci sangat...betul la nak sayang orang lebih dari orang lain tu bukan mudah...sumpah entah kenapa aku rasa pathetic gile ngan diri sendiri...

sumpah kadang-kadang tu i cant stand these anymore...I know it was me.everything was my fault is it??even idk what was it??im facing the most hardest battle within myself and all i need is little support..yup that support that you should give but you never did..Iguess u cant see the pain im going thru for these 3 years eh? you cant see im crying like hell deep inside..you never see ME..

yup aku boleh bergelak tawa..aku boleh jadi luar alam punya kata-kata...tapi dalam masa sama..nak tahu perasaan sendiri tu macam mana...aku rasa macam aku duduk dalam dunia yang aku sendiri tak tahu nak mula dari mana...betul la kadang agak best jugak la menangis untuk tahu hati perasaan sendiri dan yang aku tau there is beauty in tragedy anyway....dah nak buat macam mana spill je la

tapi jauh dalam hati ni terasa nak jumpa...tapi semua tu mustahil kot...dia dah bahagia..dan dia dah tak ada...yup for me..dia dah tak ada...

Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you're feeling my love reaching out to you


Timeless
Don’t let it end (no)
Now that you’re right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
This is timeless love


I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me I know I feel it too (yes I do)
So let's sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn’t let the moment pass
Making me shiver let’s make it last
Why should we lose it don’t ever let me go


Timeless
Baby its timeless
Oh baby its timeless


Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It’s just timeless
It’s just timeless


sharing satu lagu untuk express cara pemikiran aku yang lebih ngeri dari  logarithm and differentiation...huh..eh lupa today is big day for my lovely friends..kawan kecik-kecik dulu duk main pondok-pondok sekarang dah besaq panjang da...aya..kalau la kau ada kat sini sumpah rasa nak pinjam bahu kejap...btw...epy birthday...adiah tuntut nanti eh...hehehe..dah la...dah puas luahkan perasaaan..lame dah kot tak merapu meraban kat sini..so..let me cont..with my work..and esok sumpah boleh bayangkan betapa hecticnye la aku....so..paipai...Assalamualaikum..^^

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